Wow.... so the OSAP people aren't as scary as I thought! I mean, the financial aid people. I know, that sounds dumb... but really. Unless she (the dark haired lady who works there) used to be snotty or mean and cold or something and now isn't... maybe because once I went there with Janice or something? And I looked scared? Or she read my letter with all the stuff... in it? Or... maybe she's just nice. I mean, really nice. Nice as in wow I would... date her. But there I go again, my freakin hormones and loneliness stuff and deprived little me and... hormones!!! Gah. I would totally date her. I would also go out with (I actually really hate the terms 'date' and 'go out with' but whatever) the lady across the street... and the dark haired teacher lady, and friends #1 and #2.... and blah. Carla Connor from the street/corrie. Wow.

Haha... it's them, and meeee!!!



On another note, my sister is freakin.... gah. I invited my good friend to our new years party, and now she wants to take some of her friends and just go somewhere else, just because they don't like this ONE girl (and this one girl has no problem with them...) how immature is that? Really freakin immature. I'm sick of going oh, now who am I allowed to invite to my party? Can this person talk to this person, and if I invite these people can I invite them, but then this person doesn't like those people but that other person only likes this person but not those people.... blah. That is so fucking messed up. The only thing I'm not sure about is inviting my one guy friend ~ he hasn't even been to our new house yet - but I haven't invited him yet because he had broken up with my other good friend. But... now she has another boyfriend, and... gah. I'm saying gah a lot today. I don't fucking know what to do. I should be able to invite him, I thinks. Yes. Especially since she has another partner now. Yes... I miss him... I haven't seen him, like really hung uot with him, in a loooooong time. That is stupid. I should invite him.

Anyway, stuff. Atleast I have wine and stuff. Brandy. I just realized I could have gotten two bottles of wine, one of them Black Tower (yumm...) and 1 litre, instead of 750mL.  BUT, I got the 750mL bottle of dry red wine (ick?) and then a bottle (mickey) of Brandy, and that's 40%. I really don't know what the better deal would have been. I could have gotten the wine and then a mickey(?) polar ice vodka, but... that's not too good drinking plain. Brandy drunk plain just seems more.... normal, or something. Like it's meant to be drunk plain. Plus, it's a form of wine, is it not???

Anyway, I can't wait to drink tonight. I must have some coffee now, though, and watch Survivor. Maybe have a nap. Then write. THEN drink. Yahay!!!
Oh wait... my one guy friend and my other girl friend wanted to do something tonight. If I don't do something with the guy friend, then I'll do something with the girl friend. seeing as they're the people I was talking about before (my guy friend hates the girl friend...) then I can't hang out with them both at the same time. That just sucks, doesn't it?
Ah well, there could be worse. Things will be find, and then I will drink my wine. Ha! Rhyme.

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