Woot ~ good day! Lisa took me out, we smoked and drove around and listened to the new Backstreet Boys CD (which I can't believe I like - but I dooo!) and then she took us to Pizza Hut. We got pasta, and cheese sticks, and wine. I seriously had like four sips and I was already all woosh, and my face was red and such. then we went to her house, and person was there. OMG I hadn't see her in a million years, like... since the summer. This freakin sucks. How come I was still shy around her?? Well, not shy exactly, but.... fuck. And she's like "now we're back to square one. You won't even look me in the eyes!" Like... ooops. Well sorry, that's how I am. I still like her! Jeez. And then she has to go on and on (ok not really on and on, but kept on mentioning)  her boyfriend... well I mean.. I thinks she's dating him again, I guess. I'm not sure. I thought they had broken up. But  then, the whole time, she was leading me on again... my guy friend was right - she's a tease. But yeah, I do like her... I just wish I wasn't so... non at ease around her (I guess I could have said uneasy? lol) But yeah... she's beautiful. So, that part wasn't the most perfect, but nothing in life really is perfect anyway, now is it?
And so we hung around Lisa's house, not really doing  anything, and then she left. Then Lisa and I smoked some more, and hung out...TV, Coronation street, internet, talking about her story, blah. Good times I had... yup. But yeah, the whole time, she would be like, looking at me, then sprawled out on the bed all, whatever... and all... ugh... but then talking about a guy briefly, and... mixed messages, completely. I don't know if she still likes me or not. I won't sweat it too much, since there are other people I like... and I don't want to have to deal with things like that. I mean, is she trying to get me to be all gaga over her?? I'm not going to fall for that, if she's making it so obvious at the same time that she really likes guys and such... but blah. Whatever. She's still a cool person. If only I cold be more comfortable around her. But that's how it is, I can't sweat it. I have got to stop talking in circles!!

So yeah, um... I came home, and we have our tree now. Though it's leaning against the wall, but still... it's there! We have one now!
Torchwood wasn't on, but some stupid santa movie! Blargh.

Anyway, stuff.... blah.I'm going to see if I can set my blog to all christmasy colours or summat. Yeah.


Edit: Oh, and I didn't compliment her on her hair. She pointed that out. Ooops. But I mean, I did notice. Blah.
OH, and the furnace guy is here! YAYAYAYAYYY!!!!!

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