All the differences in this world are, I think, just helpful illusions. The only real difference might be between God and NOT God (evil? badness?) and so the illusions are here to help us make our choices between the two. That is all.
Some illusions, though, could they be here to distract us? Yes. But even then, that is how we are able to make decisions. We need the illusion of difference among things, so that we can choose those different things. Or... wouldn't there be only two differences in the world; God's and Evil's? Well, no... the difference between blue and red. Come one... neither one is 'evil' they are just two colours. But, most people can tell them apart as two different things. In reality, they're made of the same thing, so... they're not REALLY different. Well, it's the way in which they are formed and displayed, that makes them appear different.
So, two people can be made of the same stuff, entirely. It is an illusion that they are different. We appear different because of the decisions we make and the way we live our lives? perhaps at this point we ARE different. I mean, two balls of energy = same thing. But the second they start forming in different combinations... aren't they different, then? Different in the way that they are displayed, but still made out of the same thing.

So... are there huge differences in the world? At first glance, yes. But are they really just illusions, making us think they are different things? But... I don't think I'm making sense anymore. If two things are really the same, then how come... oh... it's not which objects we choose, maybe, but it's what we DO with them?!? I mean, energy is energy... right? At the base, at the core of everything, it is ALL THE SAME. So, we have illusions that things are different, but... why? Because then we wouldn't be conscious beings, able to distinguish one from another?
If one thing can be melded to form something that stands for something evil, then... you may really think that it's the THING that is evil, when in reality, it is the purpose for why it was created and the things that a person will do with it. The same for goodness, yeah? Oh wow, I really do now know if I am making sense... with anything.

Ok. Male and female. Obvious differences? But really... same stuff, different formation of that same stuff. We are eventually created differently, so that together we could do rather cool things... (sex!!) but... in reality, we are all the same stuff. This is probably just basic knowledge, to anyone, really. *sigh*

So... what was I really getting at???
Is it even helpful to know that everything is made of the same stuff? Everything is everything? I don't know... how does that help, to know? I mean, it all must resemble different stuff for a reason.
In the end, is not some of the energy destroyed, gone away, because it does not meld anymore? Do people, by their choices, choose to follow evilness... and they USE the apparent differences in things to show this? Blah. I suppose... ok, so... we are all the same stuff, and then we disperse and some decide to go away from us all, and just... leave, and the rest of stuff and people that finally has energy that vibrates on the same frequency... melds together again?
If it is the same thing, then... how is it separated? I mean, okay... we are all part of the same thing, and then we have illusions to help us live our lives and move closer to a vibrancy of energy that is good, or we use the illusions to make conscious decisions to move AWAY from that frequency, and more towards... something that means death? But... a permanent death?
How do we control our vibrations? Our thoughts? I suppose that's why our thoughts are SOOOOO important. Using these illusions, we can think different things, and thus make our lives different things. Then we choose to live certain ways, thus changing or keeping the same our energy patterns, either melding with or going away from the same frequency as GOD?!?!? Blah.


Oh, and this thing about life and death, and death being... life. How is this true? Does God (in the Bible) not say things like, 'the way of this world is death'? But then, also, if you die a death like Christ did, you are... reborn? So, death is really a pathway to life. So,death would be like the moment of conception, so that when you are dead it is like being in the womb, and it is all dark, like a grave... and then when you are re-born, it's... well, being re-born!?!! Hmmm.....
Wait, does that mean a physical death equals death, but if you have a new spiritual life that has sprung on in you, that when your physical self dies, the spiritual part of you that was reborn is still... alive? And so that when we die physically, it is like a new birth, but only in a spiritual body?
And how would I connect this with the whole energy/love/vibrations thing? If we are all made of the SAME THING, then it is our CHOICES that move us either closer to being on the same wavelength as God, or further away?

THIS is the thing that I have never understood, even as a kid. How do you know the exact second that you have new life, spiritually? For such a huge, major thing, you'd think that it'd have to be a huge, black and white thing to know... if God and evil are like, exact opposites, then... when is that exact opposite moment in time that your spiritual life is going to go on with God, and not with... evil?!?!?  Like... WTF!!!!!

If it's all energy masses, then... how do you know if you are on the frequency of love/God, and when you are not? Is there like a.... definite line, or something? Huh.

Yet AGAIN, I think what I will do is for sure stick with the whole help people thing. That is something I really want to do. I want to help others. Hopefully people can see that as God in me. I love God, I love others. I really want to live a life of that, and to SHOW it. I WANT to live a life of love. I want to help others.

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